It’s when you wake up one morning and your super tight pants fit normally!
It’s when you wake up one morning and your super tight pants fit normally!
I hate days like this. When I want to come home and see you here and you’re not and no matter how many times I walk around you won’t be. Then I get mad and hate you because you won’t talk to me and ignore me like the last 2.5 years meant nothing to you. Like I mean nothing too you and then I want to tell you to not bothering coming back in September and I stay mad until I start feeling lonely again :(
A love like thatThese two were supposedly based on a real couple, who said they wouldn’t board a life boat as long as there were younger people still aboard the ship. They both went below deck, presumably to their room, and that’s the last time they were seen.
That’s Isidor and Ida Straus, who died together on the Titanic the night of April 14-15, 1912. He urged his wife to board on a lifeboat but she refused and was witnessed to have said “We have lived together for many years. Where you go, I go.”
That’s adorable <3
Now if that’s not love. I don’t know what is.
(Source: beben-eleben, via daniellebroatch)
Made it too tae kwon do three days in a row. That is progress. Positive ill have abs by summer with all the sit ups I’ve done in the last 3 days.
Its days like this when my whole world falls to shit that I need you the most. Its when I cant take my job, things dont work and i feel like the world is spinning way to fast. Then I open my eyes and realize you arent here. And youre not going to be here because you gave up and ran away and I am here trying to stop world from toppling over and crushing me. Its when I dont eat because I don’t see the point of cooking for one and I dont leave my room because the apartment is too big without you. It’s making sure I don’t call you mine when youre not and pretend that I have any hope of getting you back in the fall. Then I fall asleep cuddling my pillow crying my heart out because you are all I know and without you I know nothing.
Then there are the moments where I know this is better for me in the long run and I can do so much better for you. That you leaving is the best thing that could of happened. I can be what I want and do what I want and I am as free as a bird.
But those moments are few and far between right now. Maybe in the next 147 days those days will be an everyday moment. And maybe I wont get the desire to text you and not be able to fight it. And maybe when I see you next, you will be the one that is begging for a second chance and I can walk away.
Maybe tomorrow.
I have lines of a song/poem/ story running through my head
but cant seem to spit them out on to paper.
Made it through one whole day without texting you. Only 148 more.
Finally got a proper black belt!
Congratulations! What happens now, or are you finished with Tae Kwon Do?
I’m still going. My new master got me my good black belt. I have a tournament on Saturday
